Funny Faces in the Mirror...

[Oneway]

It's Crazy, how the person that holds the key to your heart
can't even be trusted with the keys to your car.
I was always told NOT to F*CK around when it came to intersections,
Look both ways, proceed with caution Blah...Blah...BLAH!
I only wish I was warned about the oneway streets.
I'm Always speeding down oneways, figure there is no worries...
no oncoming traffic, small chance there will be a cop and THEN...
I find myself speed reversing back down the oneway to avoid a deadend
or even worse..ANOTHER ONEWAY!
Some people may not understand what i'm saying, or why im using the road
as a metaphor for my life...
I Guess the only answer I have for you is...
It all finally makes sense to me, and im starting to realize;...
WHAT SHOULD HAVE Been My Steering wheel, Has always been my spare tire.

[DETOUR]

I've gone through way too many bad choices in my life,
and alot of these choices were chosen for me.
My vision has been clouded on what a "Good Choice" is.
25 years of settling for less than what I deserve...
Or at least I believe I should deserve. I've learned;
Life is a vicious circle and I feel like im already 180
through 360 of the same life I swore I would have better than.
I've been called a "Runner" on more than one ocassion, could
never sit still in one place, always found myself wanting to leave
my current situation. My goal was to try and avoid putting myself
in a situation that I would Run from...
But as my luck would have it.. they come in 3's..sometimes 4's and maybe
MORE's!!!
I hate ['T'HIM] for making me the way I am...
And I will forever owe the detours in my life to the Men that came in 3's.

Curb Control

Guess I never really considered myself much of a "Blogger"...
I've always been the type to say the shit I felt I needed to.
But what about that of which I'm affraid to feel?

On the surface, I let my hair down with the sunroof open,
Hittin 100 on the highway.
But beyond that highway, through the curves and over the hills..
I'm STILL that Little Girl Bordering the sidewalk...